I CAN NEVER THANK YOU ENOUGH !

HI

friends , I hope you are all doing extremely well ( now don`t stop me by saying who the hell said that I am doing fine,because I wanted to start formally and wrote that hypothetical beginner line :P ) Its been really long time but I haven`t posted anything on my blog.Blame my college and my god gifted laziness for that.I thought of doing it many times but could not find right time.But believe me today I am going to write a blog that touches you straight at your heart at least once in your entire read(I really hope so).

Why now ? 

Okay now let me tell you why I am writing this now.There are two reasons which made me express myself  through my very own "EXPRESATE" and they are interlinked to each other The second reason is the reason why I am talking about the first one and in fact that is the reason why I am writing this blog today.Okay without  boring you anymore let me tell about the first one.

First reason 

Not long long ago but just few months back I was on my way to college(as always very late, so hurrying up) and saw a scene that made me frightened first ,tensed next ,extremely nervous next but finally a happy ending(just like all our telugu films) made me very joyful. 

                               Let me tell you what actually has happened. As I was driving on a reasonably good speed a bird flew across me so close to me that it almost hit me.I got frustrated and immediately stopped my bike so that I can do some harm to that bird.I knew I was childish but i did not care.I took a stone and started to look for it .To my surprise it was a small sparrow who has learnt flying recently and was flying randomly.It was flying without actually knowing its path.There was a huge generator near by,The bhakth in me immediately started praying that this little sparrow should not go near the generator but it did so.The cute little sparrow is so close to the generator and i was very sure that this sparrow is going be turned into ashes within seconds if it touches the generator.So i started praying that it should fly away from the generator in the mean time i dropped the stone which i had picked to throw at it .It is all happening in seconds and the little sparrow is moving meters towards the generator,inches towards the death and miles away from this beautiful world.Now from meters to centimeters it is so close and i closed my eyes involuntarily because i could not see the little one burning deep into ashes .Then i took a deep breath slowly opened my eyes bit by bit and finally opened my eyes completely and gave a glance at the spot i have been looking for a minute and i could not find anything out there , with extreme pain i was searching for the poor sparrow`s body surrounding the generator but to my surprise i could not find anything, the optimistic man in me started searching for the sparrow flying happily but the pessimist in me is still searching for the ashes.With this confused and most negative feeling in the world I thought to make a move and then and then I saw one of the best sights , the beautiful and the most striking scene ever ,the little sparrow was being hugged tightly by her mother which is a bigger and brighter sparrow .Let me take you into the past, at the moment i closed my eyes the mother of this little sparrow saved her by taking her away and she is now making love to her child.

                           One straight question to you , why did i think that it was her mother because it might me anyone.But the moment i saw the bigger sparrow caressing the smaller one and the moment i realized that it saved the little one ,without actually thinking much I came to a conclusion that its her mother.In short it tells us what image MOTHER has in our brain.

MOTHER :

The most worshipped human in this world and even a saying goes like this, world has seen many bad children but has never seen a bad mother.True because the word mother is divine and extremely godly.She is the one who loves you the most but expects the least in return and almost nothing other than the well being of the children. 

                     One thing that is done only to her is, taking her  for granted.We don`t take anyone else in this world for granted.You don`t try much to convince/apologize/request/rejoice her when you know something is not so cool , because we just take her for granted believing that she will understand you.That`s the trust level you have on her.Even the vocabulary form all the languages may not be enough to explain  the greatness of mother.

Second reason :

The second and the most important reason why I am writing this now is,today is the birthday of the most beautiful woman of my life.She is my best friend and my first love, MY MOTHER.

In the recent years I have given her many gifts but have never expressed how much i love her and how much she means to me. She often complains me that i am not so expressive. Hence i have decided to write this one,

                  AMMA ,may be this is a small reflection of what you have done to me all these 20 years  9 months and 28 days.

 I can never thank you enough for all the delicious dishes you have been cooking for my lunch box early in the morning while I was still sleeping happily.

I can never thank you enough for all the sleepless nights you have spent with me when i was not feeling well.

I can never thank you enough for teaching me the ABC so patiently and perfectly that i am able to write blogs like this with the ABC you have taught me.

I can never thank you enough for bearing this naughty boy so happily  for so many years.

I can never thank you enough for all your prayers for my exams,interviews.

I can never thank you enough for all encouragement  when i was nervous during my tough exams and scolding me for my laziness during easy exams.

I can never thank you enough for taking all my irritations i show upon you at times.

                                     I have changed a lot over these 20 years but the love you shower upon me have never changed and for that i can never thank you enough.

Finally , A very very very happy birthday amma .I wish you all the happiness in this world and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AMMA ,more than words can mean,sentences can explain and language can communicate.

PS : 

I am just an amateur writer and i know there are 10000000 times  more effective and touching blogs but i just wanted to take this opputunity and wish my mother.

I thank you for reading patiently .

THANK YOU ! 

See you more often from now on.

Do comment what you have felt that means a lot to me.